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SnakeIce · 06-15-2008, 12:50 PM

This is the final update for this tank. I don't have any further pictures and I won't since I gave the tank away.

For those of you following my personal story here is the end of that just being a dream. I have gotten back to the personality I had and the relationship with God I had before the all the junk muddied things. I spent about 25 years doing what I thought every one else needed me to be. Fear is a great motivator, but now I am no longer afraid I had no motivation to do anything. It is been my pleasure to exercise my choice and develop the kinds of habits that give me satisfaction.

I am taking a massage therapy program and completely enjoying it, I should have done this sooner. I have had the thought over the past years that I should learn the muscles and other anatomy so I could give better back rubs. I'm just so excited that I am going to get to a place where I can get paid for giving a massage.

I have also rediscovered my love for singing. I have started a class for my church members teaching the basics of music and how to sing. As they progress I hope to get them to sing as a choir. This project has given me more energy than I knew I had. I am just so excited to see how far these people can improve their vocal abilities. It has also taught me a lot thinking about teaching and the spiritual lessons to be gained from the perspective of a person in a choir.

I will admit that I didn't begin all this completely of my own motivation. My wife decided that she didn't want to work through the break down of communication between us my preoccupation caused and filed for divorce. Her Grandparents here have given me a room and meals now for a couple of months while I am figuring out my ability to support myself. I intend to be out on my own before next month. My church here has offered a lot of support and prayers for both me and my ex wife. My goal is to get to the point that she can see that I could support her and a family.

I am not going to set up any tanks until I have my own place and can see the setup costs for one of my small tanks fits in the budget.

I don't have a well watered garden, I am one.
Isaiah 58:10, 11

06-15-2008, 12:50 PM	#91 (permalink)
SnakeIce Administrator Join Date: May 2006 Location: Orem UT Posts: 914	This is the final update for this tank. I don't have any further pictures and I won't since I gave the tank away. For those of you following my personal story here is the end of that just being a dream. I have gotten back to the personality I had and the relationship with God I had before the all the junk muddied things. I spent about 25 years doing what I thought every one else needed me to be. Fear is a great motivator, but now I am no longer afraid I had no motivation to do anything. It is been my pleasure to exercise my choice and develop the kinds of habits that give me satisfaction. I am taking a massage therapy program and completely enjoying it, I should have done this sooner. I have had the thought over the past years that I should learn the muscles and other anatomy so I could give better back rubs. I'm just so excited that I am going to get to a place where I can get paid for giving a massage. I have also rediscovered my love for singing. I have started a class for my church members teaching the basics of music and how to sing. As they progress I hope to get them to sing as a choir. This project has given me more energy than I knew I had. I am just so excited to see how far these people can improve their vocal abilities. It has also taught me a lot thinking about teaching and the spiritual lessons to be gained from the perspective of a person in a choir. I will admit that I didn't begin all this completely of my own motivation. My wife decided that she didn't want to work through the break down of communication between us my preoccupation caused and filed for divorce. Her Grandparents here have given me a room and meals now for a couple of months while I am figuring out my ability to support myself. I intend to be out on my own before next month. My church here has offered a lot of support and prayers for both me and my ex wife. My goal is to get to the point that she can see that I could support her and a family. I am not going to set up any tanks until I have my own place and can see the setup costs for one of my small tanks fits in the budget. I don't have a well watered garden, I am one. Isaiah 58:10, 11 __________________ Hello, my name is Frederick and I'm an aquaholic Why inch per gallon is false Last edited by SnakeIce : 06-15-2008 at 12:54 PM.